i cannot tie these knots tight enough around my thoughts consuming me, killing me pushing me to my core obnoxious bickering fighting without words my head is a cacophony of sickness how could i ever forget the words the deafening words endless wars they never have ceased even after all of these years i still […]

old cobwebs

dust fills the cobwebs of the inner creases of my mind of those times we shared, the awkwardness of emotions the feelings of our breaths touching two separate worlds now never again i never wanted it neither did you it just happened and we live on separately forever.  

the door

the door is half way open if you dare to step through i cannot take the abuse you silently consume i push myself away from the very thing i am why you just step over it like its all pretend i dont force a smile you put it their for me i force my screams […]

burned to the ground

you burned my soul to the ground etched out my heart with a razorblade cut back the layers and scorched it with your searing fire of anger.

fuck it im done

fuck family; scratch that< fuck people who judge me. fuck people who think i am crazy fuck people who think i am bipolar fuck people who think i am schizo fuck people who really fucking care if i am the last three fuck DRAMA fuck people who cause drama fuck people who want drama and […]

I Know How You Feel

I know how you feel i have been there to awake in the darkness and falling into oblivion scared of an answer scared of a question i see you sitting there dark hair mascara smeared trying to figure out the mess I wish i could take you away to a better place i have been […]

colorful symphonies *late2006*

strands of colorful symphonies fill her eyes with love strength beauty imagining what will come next she buries her head plays with the strands each telling her a different destiny

damaged water *late2006*

as her hair slides gently into the water like an ocean of colorful strands, dancing like waves on a beach, dark and yet so light, does her heart feel, for the pain, loss and sorrow, but then also for the joy, happiness, and gratitude, as she lays in the water she ponderers, on her hair, […]

Model Poem *2004*

In my senior year of high school we were asked to write a model poem; I picked this poem by: William Wordworth “THE WORLD IS TOO MUCH WITH US; LATE AND SOON” THE world is too much with us; late and soon, Getting and spending, we lay waste our powers: Little we see in Nature […]

glass shards

glass shards falling out of the sky; and we all wonder why its snowing, and burning, catching fire to every place, every piece, imagine the concequences of our deeds.

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